she's upset w/ me. and she has every right to be upset. however, she wasnt the only one who got hurt in the conversation. she's the only person who can say the things she says to me and still have me as a friend. i give her endless dedication and loyalty. i wish i could take back the awful statement i said to her. but i cant. i can only offer her my apologies and hope our relationship wont suffer.
Am i romantic? an idealist? yes. Am I a backwards pesimistic individual? most likely.
"seperate fantasy from reality." - ill take this advice to heart.